So I talked with one of my employers today. I was as honest as I thought I could be, shared honest doubts and questions. I avoided the “A” word. This guy is a friend of mine, he recommended counseling before leaving the job. I was originally against the idea but he gave a secondary reason. In a community like ours, there will be people quite upset that I just up an quit. Even “if” I don’t change my mind, he said it would allow people time to process and would appear better if I said “I’ve been to counseling over this”. Basically it’ll help me leave without pissing too many people off. Since I still don’t have a job lined up, I’m going to have to take that suggestion. “K” agreed with was the best way to go at this time.
Looks like I’ll still have a job for at least a month.